"Yes. We lined 'em up, and he always seemed to be the Ding Ding Ding!"

Would you like to hear about my misfortunate day?

Rather you would or not, I'm going to tell you.

Here goes:

I woke up at 6:25 this morning. Early, yes I know. However, we were to be up at the school by 6:30 to leave for UIL competition in Stamford.

Thinking it impossible for me to get completely ready in five minutes, I tried very hard to think of alternate solutions:

1. "I could get mom to drive me!" - Wait! No, they don't allow that.

2. "I could just skip!" -Wait! No, I'd have to go to school.

3. "I could call someone and tell them to wait!" -Yeah, like that would happen.

or,

4. "I could stop wasting time, get up, and kick it into super mode!"

I went with number 4.

Strangely enough, I straightened my hair, put on my makeup, got dressed, got my bags ready, brushed my teeth, got a bite to eat, headed for the gym, and was sitting on the bus by 6:45.

Yes, my friends, I DO have superpowers.

Want to know something else?

I was one of the freaking first people there!

Although I did forget Audrey, she soon made it there on time, haha.

Alright, moving on now:

It was a long and miserable bus ride. I was forced to sit with Audrey considering there were no more open bus seats (haha), so I could not lay down.

When we finally arrived, we immediatley had to get our pencils and papers and look for where we would be writing, since our event is the very first thing.

After retrieving our utensils, we followed Mrs. Rieger. She dropped us by our classroom, and we wrote.

Topic wasn't too bad, but I still don't think I did too great.

So, for the rest of the day, I sat up against the wall where Emily and I, became addicted the game on my Ipod, called "Scramble". It's quite fun, and super addicting.

Finally it was lunch time, and I ate with Mikala, Lexa, Layne, and Audrey. We had a lot of fun, laughing and completeling confessing, haha. It was great.

After that, we left.

It was a miserable way home, as well.

About halfway there, I realized we would be home in time for track practice. This was a problem, considering I had left ALL of my track stuff at home for the day. I called my mom to see if she'd bring it by, but seeing as I have no luck what so ever, she was in Abilene.

I went to track, but borrowed clothes and shoes.

It was a VERY hard workout, of course. Not to mention it's hot, and it just made the workout that much harder, haha.

When I got home, my mom was very upset because she had zoomed home from Abilene, and come up to the gym with my stuff. Only, I was working out and had no idea she was there. Eventually, Audrey came out and told her.

Also, I just found out that my cat might have some strange health issue.


Now I get to go take two quite difficult, and lengthy algebra benchmarks, do algebra homework, read my IPC, and do an entire poster, make a meal, report, and so on about freaking Russia. Yeah! ALL TONIGHT!

Oh goodness, what a wonderful day it has been.

And tomorrow I get to go to school at 6:30 to run abunch, since I was unable to make it today.

Yipee.

Thanks for listening to my rambling. It means a lot. Haha.

-Goodbye

"Hey! Look! Joe Jonas! ....in fifty years!"

I am in absolute 'Aw', right now.

Sometimes God just randomly adds to my fire.


I've found that "fire" is quite the parable, I guess you'd say, of my journey with the Lord. I'd say so, anyway.

Fire tends to represent love, and passion, right? And not only that, it grows/spreads quickly, and easily? Am I right?

So, there ya go. Fire it is, haha.


Anyway, we shall move on now.

I'd say my relationship with God is quite spectacular. It's developed so much. Going from the typical, "church every Sunday, pray every night, christian is my stereotype", to the uniquely special, compassionate, experienced LOVE.

It's unbelievable, the things my Father in Heaven supplies/does for me. He provides protection for me, everywhere I go, and a promised identity.

I've learned recently that prayers are often answered when you have faith.

I think that often we find ourselves praying, yet still worrying, and expecting the worst. Someone very special taught me to have faith. It's gone a long way with me, and I'm so glad that person has brought it to my attention.

Quite often, I'll be running or working out, or maybe just walking or sitting in class, and I'll have some sort of pain. It sounds weird I know, but sometimes my ankles will start to ache terribly, or I'll get a killer headache.

I just pray for God's power to come into me, and defeat that pain that's bothering me. After that prayer, I do everything in my power to BELIEVE that it's going to stop. I assure myself, God's taking care of it.

And....

He does! :)

I'm telling you people, your Father God WANTS you to have faith in Him.

After all, why WOULDN'T we have faith in Him? Look at what all He's done, and what He's capable of. There is NOTHING He cannot do.

So have faith, and believe in His power, and what He can do with it. Trust Him to do what's best. I promise He knows more then you, haha.



God is really working through me, these days, and I'm so excited about it. The world is changing for the worst, and I believe God is preparing me to stand up for Him. I think He's getting me ready and polishing me up, so that when the Earth falls apart, and all the Christians who once loved God give up, maybe He'll give me the strength to keep going, no matter what the consequences may bring.

I want to live for GOD! And that's exactly what I'm going to do.

Everyday I'm praying for strength in will, and courage. YOU SHOULD TOO! We're going to need it! Especially in the world today.


Okay, these are basically random thoughts going around my crazy mind, and I'm pretty much just typing whatever comes to the surface.

I'm sure no one's interested, so I'll stop, and end on this:

God loves you. [duh].
You say that you love Him too.
WHICH, you probably honestly do.

But the love, that He's given me, and so many others, is unbelievably refreshing, and amazing. With every breath I take, I feel love. God is living through me, and has opened my heart to so many things.

It's such a wonderful experience, and I'm not giving it up!

Pray for this zeal, and love toward God!

He's ready to do GREAT things with you =]

It's truly amazing.

:) web design.

So, I was talking to one of those layout site girls, and it totally made me miss the "world of web design", haha.

Like, a super long time ago I attempted a layout site (which was actually only graphics & the like), but I quickly got bored with it, and totally quit.

It was pretty complicated with all the codes & link & mumbo jumbo. It was also extremely stressful, and I got lots of headaches from staring at the computer all the time, ha.

But after talking to her, and looking over her graphics & photoshoped photos, I seriously missed it.

I wish I had more time and freaking patience.

I would re-open the site, fix all the graphics, and make it super cool :D

I'd probably consider taking web design classes online! Who knows...:)


BUT.
Like I have time for that.

Haha, just dreaming. Maybe during the Summer? Idk.





OKAY. Sorry =] Pointless blog. Kind of.

Last time. Promise.

Until you've faced all the mistakes you've made...you will never change. -one tree hill

So, I'm pretty dang sick.

I've got the stomache virus AND the flu. Also known as, the "virul flu". It's pretty exciting that I'm able to up, and blogging because up until this point, everytime I moved, pain would overwhelm my body, and my stomache would become super nausiated.

However, I'm all doped up on medicine, so although I'm not feeling great, I AM feeling quite a bit better. There will be no school tomorrow, but hopefully I'll be back by Thursday.

Not only am I sick, I am STRESSED. I really hate missing school because in high school, you miss one day, and you're lost for weeks.

I am aware that while I'm gone, the work and stress shall pile up more and more, and I will be taking every stinking final instead of getting out for summer a week early, but oh well.

My friends and I decided we'd just study for our finals together. Who really cares if I bomb them. It's the week before Summer, I doubt I'll study too hard, haha.

Anyway, enough of that. I'm going to share with you, something I find pretty amazing.

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Last night was One Tree Hill. If you know me even the slightest, you should know that I am One Tree Hill's biggest fan. Tis true, I'm obsessed.

Anyway, there are always super good quotes on the show, and I'm always thinking "Oh I have to remember that!"..."Ah! I've got to write that down..", and yet, I never do.

However, this one stung my brain, and has not left it since.

Here it is:

"Sometimes the beauty, is in the attempt."

I know, it doesn't seem like much. But, wow. It was pretty dang deep. Especially since it was coming from the heartless douche bag of the show.

I REALLY love that quote.

I think that sometimes people try so hard to get so far, and they set their mind on getting somewhere, or doing something. When something happens, or things go wrong, it's immediate downfall, and known as a failure. We mope, and mope, and soon enough we move on- yet still with an incomplete heart, and the thought, "What if...?" roaming our brains.

If and when this type of situation occurs, we should step back, and take a look at what we've just lost. Not to put yourself through misery, but to see and notice what you've gained from the seemingly unfortunate event.

What I'm saying, is that sometimes we don't notice that most of our blessings come from what we considered to be a bad situation.

"The good things in life, come from the bad."

So, I've learned, and hopefully brought to your attention that not every bad thing, or everytime we fail is wasted time and effort. Most of the time, something wonderful came of it, and we didn't realize.

That is why we need to pay more attention to those things- the little things.

Because in the end, the little things are what matter most.

---Another cool thing the heartless douche bag said,

"Sometimes life gets us down, boys. Now you can either sit in the park like hobos and regret the effort, or you can celebrate the friendships made, and the fun time you had doing it, lift your head up, and prepare yourself for the next thing life throws at you. Because that's what we do boys...that's what we know."

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If I could watch One Tree Hill 24/7, I so would.

I'm in love with it.

"Wth it's venomn in my foot, I KILLED a bee!"

I'd just like you to know at this very moment, that this weekend has been one of the best weekends I've experienced in a long while.

Let's see.

On Friday my sister Stefani, my five cousins, aunt, and uncle, all came in for the weekend. We stayed up until very late talking and gossiping, and having a lot of fun.

Saturday was the track meet. I woke up late, and showed up about three or four hours later than I was supposed to, but she didn't seem to notice. It went by really fast, but it was still a lot of fun.

I got a biggg tan, and even a sunburn on my face. Also, we got first (varsity girls)!!

I ran my mile, but this time I actually didn't do all that bad. I was able to knock fourty seconds off my time, and I placed either third or fourth. It was pretty exciting.

The good thing was I actually had fun while doing it. Like, afterwards I just wanted to go and do it again. (After I got finished dying, and was able to get a few breaths in).

I then watched the mile relay teams, and went home.

When I got home, me and my two younger cousins played basketball, and jumped on the trampoline. It was pretty fun.

Again, that night we stayed up talking, and laughing.

Sunday morning (this morning), we woke up a little late, and didn't quite make it to church. It was pretty disappointing.

After a couple hours of getting ready, and getting everyone all together, we headed to Abilene to visit the zoo! :D

Shelbie and Audrey also came along.

We had a lot of fun at the zoo. We took lots of good pictures, that you should go look at.

I didn't put the animal ones on there, because who would really care to look, haha.

Anyways, go comment those pictures.

We had a lot of fun.

I got stung by a bee, but it didn't hurt too bad, haha.
[random comment]

So, we went to the 711 and got icees and snacks, and headed home.


Now, here I am, sunburnt and tired, blogging when I SHOULD be doing my IPC. All of it.



I must go now, so that I can do my IPC, take a shower, and be in bed semi-early tomorrow. We have to go early tomorrow for track. Like super early.

I'm a little afraid to go, because after my mile, Coach Johnstan said to me:

"Great job. I'm very impressed. 6:30 Monday morning. NOW we're ready to party."


Ah.

OFFICIAL BLOG that ends all pointlessness.

I blog waay too much.

If I think so, then surely others do as well.





SO.

I am hearby no longer posting silly, pointless blogs that really have no meaning to myself nor to you. I will gladly blog when there is actually something to write about, but in other cases, I will simply get out all of my weirdness on livejournal.com, in a private blog that only I will see.

It doesn't mean that I'm going to stop, cold turkey.

I'm just going to slow it down A LOT.


We'll see how long this lasts, haha.

I have a serious addiction with blogging, that I'm going to try and cure.



Thanks,

-Ashlee

"The fat kid! And the chocolate cake! Yes, that's my favorite movie!"

I will now share with you some very interesting, yet random facts.


1. I'm confused. Nobody blogs anymore. It could be that everyone except for me has a life, and doesn't have time for this pointlessness. But anyhow, it makes me sad. I very much enjoy blog-reading. So in other words, BLOG MORE people!!! Thank you very much.


2. I REALLY wish I could paint. Like, hardcore paint. Kind of like my mom, and Mary. You'd think that wonderful gene of drawing/painting abilities would be so kindly passed down to me. But that is deffinitely NOT the case, considering I cannot paint nor draw worth a flip.

3. I have a track meet on Saturday, and I'm getting pretty nervous because it's in Albany. Meaning, most people of the town will be there to watch me do terrible. Oh well. I'll live....maybe.

4. I'm currently a tad stressed about this whole new job/car/lifestyle thing. Not really working out, so far. Who knows what will happen.

5. I am ALSO stressed because we have about ten million tests coming up, all of which are super hard, and my study sheet is at Briana's. Also, we already have TONS of homework for the weekend, and it's only Thursday. My cousin's and aunt will be coming in, and it's going to be hard to visit with them, for all the homework, test studying, and track meets that will be going on.


6. I am SUPER excited, because on April 1st, my big sister is coming in, and bringing my nephew!!!!!!!!! Like, you have no idea how excited I am. It's crazy.

And I shall end with this,

7. Me and my friends are cooler than all the coolness in the world, put together. Yes, that's possible.

Off to shower, and then study.

:D tomorrow is fridaaaay woo!

"HEY YOU! DRIVE A CAR!"

So, it's pretty sad because my life is so overtaken by school, homework, track, etc., that I no longer have time to blog.

It's been a while.
Okay, not THAT long, but considering I blog at an unreasonably fast rate, it's been quite some time. I'm sure my followers just want to go crazy when they sign on, and there are fifty thousand updates, and all for me.

Ha.

Anyways, I can't write long because I must do my homework and clean abunch before 6:30 rolls around, and it's time for church.


Okay.

The plan was to get a job, and possbily quit track.
The plan changed.

Now, I must continue on with my track doings. However, I'm actually starting to LIKE track. I mean the constant pain isn't too delicious, but it's still fun to run. Afterwards, ahaha.

There are only three more track meets, anyhow, and I want to get my time down ABUNCH before the season ends. So, I'm still doing it, and will still be doing it until the season officially ends.

As for a job, I'm not too sure about that.

I completely and totally had my heart set on getting a job, getting a car, and making me some money to pay for the following:

1. Monthly car payment
2. Gas!
3. Communion at church
4. clothes & shoes & wonderfulness
5. COLLEGE!

However, now as I look at my life, and the little things that seem to not matter, but really really do, I'm not too sure if a job fits in.

I don't know, though.

I've prayed a lot, that He just show me what to do, and help me to follow His Will. So I'm just going to wait a little while and see what happens.

But in the meantime, I am NOT going to stress about it. Not too much, anyway.


Okay, now I must go.




Goodbye.

"Don't worry little blind man. Your sight will soon come home."

Well here it is Sunday, and I have yet to do my homework. I had a feeling this would happen seeing as I'm quite the procrastenator.

Oh well, I'll probably do it tomorrow in Art.

Anyway.


I'm pretty much ecstatic right now because I found two cars that I basically love, and both are extremely good cars and that arn't too expensive.

It could be true that I have not much of a life, and have spent all day in my pajamas going from website to website looking for a new car. However, my mother seems to like the idea.

It's just dad I'm trying to convince. It shouldn't be too dificult. He said himself the car was nice, and for a pretty good deal.

He just said that I'd have to get a job.

But, you see, this fact thrills me deeply, because car or no car, I'm getting a job, anyway. I need my OWN money to buy my OWN clothes and needs, and if there shall be a car, my OWN gas. Also I'd have to make the payments on my OWN car.

Alright, enough of the OWN stuff.

So, I'm sad (sarcasm) to say that I will more than likely be quitting track, and getting a job. I'm not sure what kind of job, or even if anyone's looking to hire, but I do not that I desperatley need one, and will pretty much work anywhere.

Except Pizza Pro, Dairy Queen, and Brookshires.

Don't get me wrong, I like all of these places, and find nothing wrong except that:

I couldn't work at DQ, because I cannot cook, I am clutsy, and I'd be tempted to eat all of the ice cream.

I couldn't work at Pizza Pro, because I hear all you do is make pizzas and sit around. The sitting around part gets me. I'm like ADD, I MUST be entertained at all times.

Moving on; Brookshires. This sounds like a good place to work. I mean, I hear it pays well, and you actually get to do stuff instead of just sitting around. HOWEVER, I ALSO hear that the schedules are outrageous, and sometimes students are stuck working until 9 o'clock sharp.

This in no way works for me. I have to be home by 5:30 or 6:00 so that I can work out, shower, do all my homework and chore stuff. I can't do those things if I'm working like crazy until 9:00.

So, I'm completely stumped.

I'd enjoy a nice job of simply answering phones, or helping people look around like in the stores down town. But I know they're hard to find, and who knows if any of the downtown stores even need help. Also I don't want to get lonely.


I guess I'm too picky for a job.

I'm just going to keep looking for one, AND a car.

Well, I've already found a car. Just have to convince Dad.



ANYWHO.
If you know anyone hiring, please let me know.

I'm job desperate.


Now I must wash the dishes, clean my room, do some laundry, read, POSSIBLY look at my homework, clean the litter box, and then take a shower.

Oh, and then go hang out with my friends, of course.

I'm feeling quite lonely, considering my party pooping parents went to bed two hours ago, and I can no longer hang out with my friends because Shelbie is in Abilene for her father's birthday.

You can understand that I have been deprived from sleep/rest of all sorts, considering my sleeping problem, so anything I say or do, I CANNOT be held responsible for.

If you'll remember, earlier (in the blog below this one) I said I was going to write a story of me being eaten by a big giant squid. Well, I did. Yes, I know, I have no life. This is true, and I do not care.

Now before reading this thrilling action packed story, you MUST read the blog below. Or at least parts of it, in order to understand it's purpose.

Thank you for your time, and here is my CRAZY story that you know you secretly want to read:


The Giant Squid That Ate Ashlee
By Ashlee

Once upon a time, there was a girl named Ashlee. She was fifteen years old, and a spectacular driver, I might add.

One day she became very bored, and decided to look on Ebay.com for a respectable car, with a reasonable price tag. To her surprise, she found nothing.

Upset with this fact, she began to let her anger out by blogging on blogger.com. It was at this glorious moment that the wonderful light bulb you see in movies, went off inside her head.

“A boat!” she gasped, “I’ll buy a boat!”

And she did just that! Within just a few days, she was at the local Boat Shop, picking out new leather seats for her beautiful brand new boat.

However, the next day she became irritated with the world around her. No one would do what she said, and her father refused to let her get her nose pierced. So she stormed out to her new boat, and headed for the lake.

Shortly after, she arrived at the lake, and soon enough she was shoving her boat into the perfectly cool water. She hopped in, and turned on the motor. Off she sailed, to pure happiness and relaxation. Or so she thought…DUN DUN DUN!!!

When she reached the middle of the lake, her eyes began to clamp, and soon enough she was layed back on her super comfortable water-repellant leather seats, snoring the day away.

BOOM! The boat began to rock. As the rocking became more and more fierce Ashlee woke with a gasp.

“What in tarnation is going on?” she questioned herself.

At this moment, she looked to her left only to see a BIG EVIL GIANT SQUID!

Seeing the squid, she instantly knew his name was Alfonso.

Alfonso grabbed the boat with his appealingly large arm thingy’s and swung it around until poor helpless Ashlee was flung into the black sea of death. Without thinking, Alfonso chomped down the boat in one simple swallow.

Now it was her turn! He swung out his large disgusting tounge and slurped her up, like she was a freaking cheeto!

She flew into his mouth, down his throat pipes and into his horrifying, smelly stomache in which the place she would be forced to call home for the rest of her life.

Meanwhile, her family and friends became worried. They sent out search groups, and helicopters, and her face was all over the news.

But no one thought to look inside of a big scary squid named Alfonso. No. No one at all.

After the search parties stopped looking, and the helicopters went home, Ashlee’s father said to himself,

“If only I would have let my perfect daughter get her nose pierced.”

THE END [: WOO!


you know you liked it :D haa

"They no longer sell cheesecake balls! GASP! Arby's it is!"

"In Table 1 write the maximum number of electrons that can fill each energy level. Then write the total number electrons for each element. For each element, assign the proper amount of electron levels for the proper amount of energy levels. Complete Table 2 by using the information from the six elements studied."

If anyone could tell me what all this phsyco mumbo jumbo means, that would be greatly appreciated.

School has yet to begin, and somehow I am ALREADY sick of IPC.

I really have no idea what to do on this horribly confusing paper, and seeing as I am completely stumped, I'm not doing it. Screw IPC, I'll take a 0, for crying out loud.

I'm also quite irritated because this dang computer, in which has worked fine all the days before this one, is going ridiculously slow, and keeps lagging, forcing me to violently punch the side of the computer.

It actually helps a little, though.

Oh, AND I can't find a nice, respectable car for a reasonable price. Even though I was certain I wouldn't get one, it would still be comforting to know that they DO exist. However, now I know that they don't.

Maybe I should buy a boat instead. I think that'd be exciting. I could like just go out on the lake everytime I got upset. Although, knowing me, I'd probably get lost at sea, and eventually eaten by a giant squid or something.

Except those don't exist in lakes, I don't think. Oh well, something would surely eat me. And then everyone would be wandering where I went. Soon enough, they'd call the police and there would be helicopters and search groups looking for me EVERYWHERE. However, little would they know, they are wasting every bit of their time, because I'm somewhere inside of a big scary animal.

...Maybe a boat isn't such a good idea.


I'm going to go TRY and do my algebra, which I'm sure I can't do that EITHER.

And then I'm going to eat, because all I've eaten this entire day, was frosted flakes.

Then I think I'll write a short story of me being eaten by a giant squid and every looking for me. Haha yes, that sounds like a good idea.

If it isn't obvious, my lack of sleep is catching up with me.

I need coffee.

"I'm sorry but the plus sign looks more like a division sign, so im not convinced. -look kid, your pregnat."

Am I the only person in the world that did not know that EBAY sold CARS?

Like actual, working, nice, cars!!! The kind that you drive, you know!?!

That's just craziness, right there.



Anywho, as if it isn't clearly obvious now, I'm looking for cars.


I know, I know, I'm only fifteen, unemployed, and I don't even have my permit, nor have I ever even driven on main street, but still.

It IS more than likely impossible that I will get a car within the next year, but what if I were to find like a super good deal on a semi-nice car? Wouldn't that be spectacular? I know, not likely. Oh well, I'm looking anyway.


Seeing as this is (technically) the last night of Spring Break (weekends don't count), I am determined to stay up SUPER late watching lifetime movies, and pigging out on ice cream & big red.

I think that would be a nice way to end all sorts of happiness, and begin the journey of stress and depression once again, don't you?



Alright, that's all for now.

But don't get too excited, I'll be up all night :D


Which means randomly pointless blogs every hour!


Woo!

Goodnight!
-for now...

This part is creepy! Oh really, should I put my legs under me?

If I were smart and rich, I would take over all the computer systems in the entire world and make them simpler. It's ridiculous. Why must everything in the computer world be so dang confusing, anyway? Bill Gates is a smart dude, he could totally think of people less intelligent than himself, and lighten things up a bit.

Good gravy! I've been trying to upload pictures from last night for about an hour and a half. I will soon go mad!

If I were the creator, there would be HUGE buttons (but not very many) that say the following:

"CLICK HERE TO UPLOAD PICTURES."

"CLICK HERE TO PICK WHICH PICTURES YOU WANT TO UPLOAD."

"CLICK HERE TO REMOVE A PICTURE."

and then the occasional,

"EXIT."

If I can do it, all these stupid smart people (that was an oxy-moron :D) can do it too! Selfish little brainiacs. Sheesh.


But it's a total crime for me to call my sister (one of those stupid smart computery people) and ask for help. She has that whole "college attitude" thing where her world only revolves around her and her friends. The typical college student, obviously.

She couldn't help me out because her and Tara had to go and take a quiz to see "how mysterious they were". Yeah, that's deffinitley saying something. Aha.

Okay, enough griping, let's move on, shall we?
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Yesterday was a super great day :D Mhm.

Except for the fact that my mommy has/had the Virul Flu, which is basically the stomache virus, and the flu at the same time. But I took good care of her, and now she is getting better.

Anywho, Shelbie, Abby, Blanca, Hailey, and I, went to Dairy Queen, where we drank vanilla Dr. Pepper's, and pigged out on mint oreo blizzards. Oh, and took pictures. Haha. (I also must admit we did a little eavesdropping on the elderly people sitting next to us. They were talking about partying! ha, it was fun.)

After this, we went to Abby's to watch movies. Then somehow we decided we'd spend the night, and go out forking people's yards. However, it was cold and rainy, and we had no transportation, so we stayed at Abby's instead.

It was still very fun, though. We ate A LOT of junk food, and played some little kid games. We took lots of pictures, and watched lots of movies. It was great.

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SPRING BREAK IS OVER IN LESS THAN THREE DAYS.

If someone were to kill me before Monday, that would be strangely okay with me. Okay, that was a tad dramatic. But really, school bites.

Alright, just had to share my misery really quickly.

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Now I must go and ATTEMPT to put the stinkin' pictures on the computer. This could be dangerous though, I might go insane. After that, I am going to wash the dishes and clean the house so my mom can wake up to a nice looking home, and be relaxed.

Then I am going to do ABUNCH of reading! Yay.

Wow I'm quite the nerd.

I should also attend to my homework, but who am I kidding?

There is not even a small chance that my homework will be even looked at before late Sunday night.


Ha.

Have a good day, and enjoy what's left of our super-short spring break.

Hmph.

"Look at this face! Does it look like it cares about you?"

It feels so good outside. It's like cold, but super duper refreshing :D.

Haha, just saying.


So Spring Break is like almost over. Kind of. Only 5 more days until we must return to the horrific place of drama, stress, homework, angry teachers, and the worst of all...track workouts. DUN DUN DUN!!!

I feel like I've totally wasted my Spring Break. I've really done nothing memorable. I've ridden bikes everyday with my friends. But that's not very exciting. Oh, and I have a track meet tomorrow. Which, by the way, is going to be FREEZING. And Audrey is totally going to beat me. Which, who really cares, anyway?

You see, Audrey has this little competition thing going on with me. She always tells me how hard she's going to try to beat me. Which makes me super nervous, haha. Luckily, she didn't last time, but this time she probably will.

She's been running and working out all the break, and the biggest workout I've gotten is walking to the fridge and back. :D haha.

But I don't really care if she beats me. I mean, it's going to be cold, I'm going to be tired, so screw the world! I'm going slow. Ha.

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Moving on:

If you know me, even slightly, you know that I am like super obsessed with my future plans. I just want everything to be awesome when I grow up.

I don't want to end up like most people, sitting on my couch saying, "I sure wish I would have..." "Too bad I never got to...", and so on. I want to reach all my goals, and do everything the way I want to.

Just like Thoreau once said,

"Go confidently into the direction of your dreams. Live the life you've imagined."

So, I want to live the life I have imagined. After all, you only get one chance!

Here are my plans:

After three more years of horrible High School, I will graduate, and hopefully attend ASU. I want to go two years for my basics, and two years of Nursing School. While in college, I want to take lots of writing classes, and photography classes. I also want to have a job at the hospital. Not like a nurse or anything, but maybe behind the desk or something. If this doesn't happen, I want to work with children. Maybe at a daycare, or something. And then my last resort, is office working. I'm also going to be a volunteer at Big Brother's Big Sister's. Which means you get to hang out and talk to underprivelaged kids. It's super fun :D.

Okay. When I graduate from Angelo State University, I'd like to pack up and move to Wylie. I want to get a job at the Hendrick's Children's Hospital in Abilene, and be a Pediatric Nurse. If possible, I'd like to be a photographer on the side, and maybe even do some writing.

Once I'm a bit older, and a tad more experienced with life, I want to adopt at 7 year old girl. I want to give her life she normally would not have had. Then, as she grows up and gets older, hopefully I will meet a WONDERFUL man, and have kids of my own.

If something ever happens, as to where my working schedule isn't working out with my children's schedule, I will probably work part time as a pediatric nurse, and the rest of my time, be a subsitute teacher. I think that'd be fun.

Then, when my kids are all grown up, and in and out of college, I want to travel. Like, all over the world! Maybe even doing Missionary work! Once they start having children, I'll return back to my life, and possibly continue as a Pediatric Nurse, while being a grandmother.

(I really hope I have lots of money, so I can donate like LOTS of money to little kid organizations in like Africa and stuff :DDD. I also want a semi-large one-story house, that has lots of blue in it, and always smells like Febreeze! I want my house to be clean, ALL the time. That would be super great.)


That's all.

=] see ya!

My tounge hurts. -How come? -I think it's because I'm nervous.

Yesterday was my very first track meet of the season.

I totally had a lot of fun cheering on other people, and watching them do their events. However, when I heard, "First call: Varsity girls MILE", I pretty much wanted to die. I was totally sure I was going to get dead last. I tried convincing myself that I didn't care, but in all truth I totally did, haha.

Albany did really good though. All the relay teams did great, and I think abunch of them got first.

Anyway, I didn't end up getting last in the mile, but almost. We were running against Varsity girls because apparenty we "don't have enough girls to make up a JV team". Urgh. While talking to the girls before the race, I found out that a lot of them ran their mile in like five minutes. After informing them that I ran it in about a seven, they asked me, "Are you serious?", like I was the slowest person in the world!! (which is a big possibility).

So, during my running event, I was totally embarassed, and felt stupid for even doing it, because it's not like I'll ever be good. Haha.

I can't wait till this track season is over. You know why? Because I am so not doing it EVER again. This fact brings a smile to my face.

So, after the meet, I was left with nothing but aching legs, exhaustion, and a super sunburnt face. Woohoo!

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Now I must clean my room, do some laundry, and get myself ready for tonight. Because, I am hanging out with my best friends and we are going to have like ten million loads of fun. :D FOR SURE.

P.S. I REALLY like the song on the JC Penny commercial.

You know, the one that goes:

"Everything keeps happening in the most peculiar ways.

It may be unbelievable but it happened just like that.

You came into my life and now I want you to stay."

It's a good song, so if you know who sings it or even just
the title, it'd be great of you to let me know.

-thanks!

Today I went on a bike ride with Shelbie and Audrey. We went late in the day, so it felt really good outside. it was amazing. Besides the many many times that I almost ran into a pole, ditches, and the occasional 18-wheeler.

However, it couldn't be a simple little laid back, worry free bike ride. Oh no!

Somewhere along the way, we decided to go to Audrey's to pig out on ice cream. The moment we arrived, it basically became dark out.

It was at this moment that I felt my pockets, and felt NOTHING. Meaning-- somewhere on our journey my phone had been left behind.

After a small freak-out session, I calmed myself down and thought where it could be.

"The park!" I gasped.

(We had stopped at the park to simply slide once, and then we were on our way.)

"That's right!" they recalled, "You left it on the steps!"

So, while picking up my bike to head back to the park, they looked at me shocked. "We can't go back now." said Audrey, "It's dark! I'll just get my mom to drive us."

However, I was NOT going to let that happen. If so, Audrey's mom would have despised me from then on! (It's kind of a long story).


Anyway.

Shelbie's mom didn't want her riding out in the dark, and they didn't want to ride all the there and all the way back so I had to ride to the park...in the dark!

Ah. It was kinda scary, yet fun at the same time.

Luckily, my phone was there!

Oh, and I didn't die. Obviously.


The End.


P.S. Tomorrow is my first track meet of the season.


BUTTERFLIES.

Latte is Itallian for, You just paid too much for that coffee.

Here are a few things I've recently realized:





1. I am an idiot. Completely, totally, idiotic, for choosing to do track.

2. There a lot of stupid people and whores in this town. (okay, ive always known that but it's recently been brought to my attention.)

3. I'm becoming less and less organized everyday. That is BAD.

4. Irresponsible people will NEVER EVER borrow my Ipod again. Because I was nice, and let a few people listen to it, I now have NO headphones. Idiots.

5. My ankles hurt more than all the pain in the wolrd put together, and I seriously need to get braces for them PRONTO.

6. Jason Meznik is the biggest douche bag that ever walked the earth.



That's it.





As Coach Johnstan spoke the words, "You guys better feel appreciative. Coach Norton softened me up today, and we arn't doing much.", I sighed with relief. As exhausted as I had been all day, the last thing I needed was a painfully endless track workout, led by only the cruelest man of all, Coach Johnstan.

However, it was when he said "We'll only be doing 16 150's, instead of 24.", my excitement faded a little.

"Sixteen 150's isn't too bad", I thought to myself. That is until Coach Norton continued to tell us to "scoot back", meaning we were actually doing 200's.

Not to mention we had to dead out sprint, because Grace wasn't far behind and was to try and catch us. Luckily, she didn't, but that meant a very hard sprint.





It was as I was approaching the finish line with aching ankles, and sore thy muscle, in which I realized my body was beginning to shut down. Haha.

The thought, "I am so stupid. What was I thinking? TRACK? Why Why Why am I such an idiot?!" raced through my head numerous times.

One more swell (sarcasm) thing about track:

I have to go at fricking 6:30 in the morning to run abunch. Yippee.

Oh &&&& I have a dentist appointment tomorrow. More pain.

However. I shall add a nice picture to lighten the mood of this blog.

:)





haaa. just kidding. that was disturbing.

I think I like this one:

"Woah! You have lots of ribs! --Yeah. Thanks"

I have some very exciting news:

I remembered my Photobucket account's password!


In which means, I can actually post pictures of my own, instead of other people's off of photobucket. So, seeing as I remembered, I'd like to show you a picture of my seriously obese cousin. It will probably make your day:





Hahahaha. Wasn't that just great?


He's actually only TWO MONTHS OLD! He weighs the same as my other cousin, whom is SIX months old.

Anyway, I basically just had to post that picture. It made me laugh pretty hard.

I'm going to go shower now, because track was slightly (sarcasm) painful today, and my hair is all hard from sweating, haha.

After that, I have to continue cleaning my sister's room, because as my mother said, it is "unfinished work". Ugh.


AND THEN IT'S TIME FOR THE BACHELOR!!!!!

This is crazy. Tonight we find out who wins! Wow.

GO MELISSA!
:D

"You still have one good eye buddy, care to change your mind?"

I'm temporarily procrastinating. My mother took it upon herself to FORCE me to clean out my sister's room, in which contains all of my junk. Her room kind of became my own personal dumpster when she moved out.

I don't see why I have to clean it. Soon enough, it'll be in bad shape again. Anyway, just as my mom was telling me to do so, I said, "Oh boy am I hungry!", and decided to make myself some Ramen Noodles.

If it were possible to be bad at making Ramen Noodles, I so would be. I mean, they smell like boiled water!! But I'm eating them anyway. While writing this blog.

Ok, enough with this chain of pointlessness.

I added to my freaking awesome playlist. It's probably the coolest playlist EVER, and would put all the other playlists to shame. Alright, I'll stop.

While making it, I started listening to Paramore, in which I stopped listening to, when the freaking "disney channel" started playing it on their freaking radio station. Paramore does NOT belong on the disney channel, okay! So, I stopped listening to them. But, I started again yesterday, and I had apparently forgotten how much I loved their music. So, I'm back on them again. I'm sure you all were dying to know that.

Oh, and something else your DYING to know: I am SERIOUSLY marrying the lead singer of The Academy Is. Yes, this is true. I fell BACK in love with their song, "About A Girl". There are just some songs that make me happy.

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My mom finished my room :DDDD

All that's left is the stupid bulletin board that my mom insists we put up. Anywho, I have to say; the room looks freaking amazing, and I could not possibly love it anymore. Another swell fact: MY COMPUTER IN MY ROOM, NOW WORKS! Woo! You know what that means?

Late night blog writing.

Ohhh yeah!

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Well, I'm beginning to ask myself why on earth I even wrote this blog. I mean, when I sat down and typed in "blogspot.com", I tell you, I actually had something to write about, but somewhere in all of my ridiculous rambling, I lost my train of thought.

Oh well!

Off to clean my personal dumpster!


:D Yay!



P.S. New favorite quote:

"Go after what you want. Screw the people who try to get in your way."

Heck yes.